again....

my mum had to admit into the hospital again. she had a sudden attack of gastric pain last night after dinner at around 10plus. she thought the reason for the pain was because she forgot to take her gastric med before dinner but actuali is not cuz of that. the pain was not even originated from the gastric in the first place. i slept around 2plus cuz my mum could not slp at all due to the pain and i accompanied and massaged her back while she lie flat on her stomach. throughout the night she was awake, and ard 5plus in the morning she went to wake my er jie up and ask her to take the day's off and accompany her to nuh a&e cuz the pain was reali unbearable. i was woken up by my er jie telling me they are going down to hospital and reminded me not to oversleep for my lesson later at 1030. i woke up to send them off and close the door after them and went back to slp. wanted to wake up at 8 to complete my modern algebra's tutorial this morning but i was too tired so i continued to slp till 830 before i finally pull myself out of bed to get ready to go sch. luckily i only had 2hrs of lesson today, cuz i dun reali have the mood to pay attention to what my tutors are talking about. was sms-ing with er jie asking her abt my mum's condition throughout the time im in school. but she cant tell much cuz my mum was lying inside a&e and my sis can only wait outside. only until ard 11plus my mum called my sis and told her the doc think the pain was most probably due to liver infection and my mum has to be admitted for the night but had to wait awhile for a bed. so after my discussion with chris for the science lesson plan, i quickly head home to bathe wash clothes eat and pack some toiletries and go down to the hospital.

my mum was still feeling pain when i reach there. she was resting on bed, but could see she still in pain. feel so helpless to reduce her pain leh, wish i could go into her stomach n sayang them so that she dun feel so pain. awhile later my dad arrived after his work too. is i called and told him abt it. he asked wat happened with the sudden pain and my mum explained. not long after was dinner time, and im glad my mum felt less pain after eating, so we got the nurse to not give her another dose of the painkiller again. my sis n i and my dad left the hospital ard 7plus. told my mum if there's anything must call us. think tml i will go get her a pre-paid card so that she can call home using a hp and dun have to get the nurse to call us. tml will have the scans for her, hopefully the condition not too serious and the infection will go away by taking medicine and dun nid any operation or anything. my mum been goin in and out of hospital the past few years. first was to remove her womb cuz of a tiny tumour inside. a few years later she went in to remove her bile. then she went in again now cuz of the pain in her gastric area. reali feel super helpless when i see her in hospital each time. i seriously hope she will be able to pass this ordeal and not to suffer anymore aft this one. hopefully my grandma who is watching over us in heaven can bless my mum with good health now and in the years to come............