end of hall games

today was the last match for hall 6 volleyball gals. past few days been having thoughts of us winning, thoughts of us losing. it wasnt reali that difficult a game today, could have done better but still we lost. was telling myself i have to go all out today and save as many balls as need be but today my body seems to be working opposite with me. first set was reali ok, i could feel that we were reali high in spirits and fighting real hard for each point. i could rmb tat we keep shouting ace, and i thought i reali tire myself out because of that :P but think again, i oso dunno wat makes me reali deflated the 2nd set. we just cant seem to have the game controlled by out own tempo, spirit was reali low in court during the 2nd set. first time i play a game i felt so tired, dunno izzit mentally or physically leh, but i reali felt so so so tired. for the first time i hoped there would be more hall 6 supporters but cuz of the various games goin into quarters and some into finals, today we have reali few supporters. if only there were more to help bring up our spirit on the 2nd set perhaps we won't lose till the score differs so much. but as i was telling the rest during the debrief that i was reali apologetic that i literally "die off" in the 2nd set - told them about my mum and i having to travel to n fro the hospital and school. maybe i was reali exhuasted by tat, and travelling makes one tired easily eh? i only know as long as i get to sit down in the train or shuttle bus i can easily drift off to slp the past few days. sounds like i been fighting war hor? haha...but on a happy note, my mum got discharged today :) was reali reali happy that she can come home after staying in hospital for 8 days in total. she is fine now and will go back for checkup in another few weeks time.

whatever it is, hall games are finally over. was quite glad yet felt abit empty suddenly - like finally dun nid to have anymore hall trainings but i know im goin to miss playing with shaz they all again for awhile. debrief time the gals reali try their best to plead me to stay and play for hall 6 next year, some more the whole team is still intact. though i've promised ying to go hall 9 play, but i thought i will feel more at home in hall 6. so will find time to talk to ying again :)

ok, time to slp after ranting out my thoughts..... hall 6, we still have next year :)